It is a foggy-brain day.
If I am feeling overwhelmed....you know, I can be okay with that.
But at least, usually there is one or discernible reasons for it.
Today, its just a bunch of trying to start projects and having little things get in my way and trip me up.
And that sucks.
It has lead to nothing much being done (okay, I got work stuff done this morning and good stretch of studying in this morning) at least, not anything around the Hovel/Husband's Business front.
When I had such high hopes that everything would be done this morning.
I don't need constant direction, constantly.
I don't need Horace to micro-manage my life.
He trusts me to do the things he asks me to do.
He knows, I'll get the things on the list done and then some.
I realize how influential this TTWD is and how it affects so much of my thinking.
Because if he was just to tell me what to do, in this moment, I would be able to pull it together and get on with it.
He knows and trusts that I don't have to have him make every single decision I am confronted with during a day. And trusts me to do what needs doing without telling me what to do.
But today...is definitely one of those days, that I want his total control.